new New NEW 2010!!!

*BOOM　BOOM   BOOM*

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HAPPY  NEW YEAR of 2010 !!!!

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Thought of new year resolutions already???

Well I think mine will be the simplest resolutions ever..

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• I hope I can pass my second year and third year as smooth as possible
  
• Laugh more instead of being too emo
  
• And all my family and friends could have a happier and healthier life cos seeing them happy makes me feel like I’m happy too
• Lastly, I hope I could learn at least 1 new thing, either music, language or skill.. Anything will do but at least 1…

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Well, that’s all for me la.. All of them seems so easy and simple but most of the time the simplest thing is the hardest to achieve…

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Never forget to wish my sis Happy 15th Birthday!!! Actually her bday was 31st Dec~~ haha yesh! she got a cool bday.. Be happy and pass ur PMR with flying color ya!  *LUV*

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All the best and Happy New Year of 2010 again

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我爱他

他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛

如果還有遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

The Promise。ＬＯＶＥ

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A great movie can really enlighten my day

Just watched a movie called The Promise, “向日葵的约定” by Julie Tan (陈绍茵) & Lawrence Wong (王冠逸).

It’s a Singapore movie, and it’s nicer than a lot of foreign one to me..

Hmm, well, I admit initially I was attracted by Lawrence Wong la haha~

Seriously he melted my heart when I first saw the advertisement of the movie.. hehe~~~

Especially when he SMILE.. Then i realized that I tend to fall in love very much with guys who have great smile..

Awwhh.. my weakness hahax 

Anyway,  the movie was basically about a love story between a  19-year-old young guy and a 17-year-old girl with Mild Intellectual Disability.

A short one an a half hour movie,

but throughout the whole movie, it managed to pull out a lot of my deep-hidden-thought..

Perhaps some thing that I not willing to mention or to think about..

The most difficult thing in the world is “Love” I think..

Such a simple yet complicated.. hmm should I describe it as a “feeling” …?

Feeling of being loved and the feeling of loving someone.

Now at the age of 20, not so small but not that old…

Sometimes I tend to think about my future, afterall it’s not so far away anymore..

One more year and I will be graduating from uni life, wondering what I will be doing by that time…

and 2009 is coming to an end, anybody actually realized about this?

We left 4 more days to settle what we should but have not…

This is too crazy, I didn’t even realized time actually flies away without giving any signal at all…

Do people actually get more sentimental as they grew older? or do we become braver?

Well, too many why’s to know~~~

Back to the movie, I don’t know if we can get this movie from shops..

If do, get it and watch it..

Not only for hunk okie  XD

Time to get some rest, if not I think I will be coughing to death haix~~

Time to check for undone 2009 resolutions and think of new resolutions too   =>

Before signing off………. here come my hunkie  

I LOVE HIM!!!

lynn’s 20th X’mas~~

It’s Christmas again… The season that I love the most. When I was young, Christmas can only reminds me of present and Santa. But now, Christmas means spending time with family and warm. Well, this year particularly, after went through so much I began to realize quite a few things. Something very personal. Grew a bit… matured?

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Anyway, I just hope everyone can have a happier life and healthier body! I’m gonna stay at home and enjoy my Christmas Day with my family 

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

fail

*FAILED*

This is the worst moment of the yea

Don’t dare to go anywhere, just in front of phone

Each calls trembled my heart

Finally at 4pm sharp, an anonymous number called

and I knew it was a bad one

Like what i predicted, its a call that send bad message 

I’m one of the poor 17 people who failed the paper

that bloody BRAIN & BEHAVIOR!!!!!

Don’t say serve me right, cos the lecture is too crazy

She failed half of of the students from ALL of her classes!!!

She simply hate to see people under her living a too comfortable life

and she definitely love to see people suffering…

This is true I swear!!!

and she is leaving us next year…

Great job and great job…

WOOOHHOOOO!!!!!!

Great job for failing us and great job for leaving us

Anyway, I need to study again and resit for the paper again in three weeks time

HAIXX~~~~~

Really…

Don’t know…

What…

to…

Say…………

*SHIT*

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Drop that sad emotion and I wanna wish *MS SOH* happy birthday!

Somebody officially turn 18th today 

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???

I’m seriously so indulged with being “holiday” and spending time with my family is the best thing that I can do now    I hope I can stay at home forever haha~ Like now, during this one month holiday I can just stay at home for the whole month without stepping out and surprisingly never feel bored at all~ I think I really love my home ALOT!  hehe~

Went back to Sunway last weekend cos i was one of the helper for SUN-U Open Day. Well, all I can conclude is that Psych is not that popular YET.. hahax~ yeah we will get more popular in the future i believe. But Saturday really not many people came to our booth for enquiry lo compared to other courses. And people do still think that people who study psychology can read other’s mind  =.=  haixxx~~~  Lot of people pass by our booth and kind of like saying “I don’t wanna become psycho………” Deng!      *wordless*    And there so many weird parents out there i just realized. Well, I guess that’s the best thing that we can get, I mean we get to observe many different type of people and it’s fun too haha..

Enough of playing, tomorrow will be the 21st.. Asking me WHY???  that’s the day we will know if we fail or pass the exam. “No news means good news” applied well here in this situation. If no call from the office then I’m officially passing my final, if not havta go for resit   I hope i won’t get the phone call again.. There are lik 16 people failed brain and behaviour, which is like half of out class. This is disaster cos it means that there is a very high chance to fail lo.. HAIXXXX~~~ Damn sad and scared la.. Pray for me please……..

Even if I remain silent,

Even if I did not see anything,

I know everything…

I know its hard,

but bear with it…

I’m working my best,

so wait for me…

God will grand us strength to go through…

You’re not alone,

you have us around…

Go on with your life…

The bitter will go off and soon the sweet one will arrive…

Trust me,

nothing is impossible as long as we’re by your side…

Everything will be alright…

Trust me ~

Have been watching K.O. 3an Guo (终极三国）all these while, and yea start dreaming again haha  XD   Like what i always did, watch taiwan dramas and start to dream of having all the handsome, rich and faithful man as my bf~ Well, i know its kind of difficult to find this kind of man la, but just can’t help to stop imagining lo~~ Aikx.. Holiday-ed for one whole week already and im so so so indulged with my life now.. Life can never be better than staying at home i say! Every holiday i definitely will tell my mum that i don’t wanna go back to Sunway already cos i seriously love my life now. Relax and no trouble, DAMN NICE!!! How i hope holiday last forever  *yeah yeah~ im dreaming again i know*

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Oh!  and  HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. SLOW aka MOK CHEK LUN!!!  

出了“爱”，玫瑰花还代表设么呢？

=）

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终于放假了！ 真开心  ^^

还很清楚地记得考完最后一天的感觉

真的是等不及让老师拿走我的考卷

终于熬过了苦日子了~

今年过得真是快啊。。不知不觉就过了一年，又来到十二月了。。

真是吓了我一大跳，看着日历的时候竟然发现十二月也已经过了三分之一了！

圣诞节都快来了呢~ 紧接着就是跨年了。。

2009 就这样在忙忙碌碌的日子中度过的。。

认真的想想，这一年来还做了不少的事

Research 就做了大概 7/8 个吧~

还有考试也考了 3 次，大概 10 科吧。。 好多噢~

真是收获丰富的一年，不只学了好多东西，也交了好多好朋友。。

当然也尝试了很多从来没有碰过的东西。。

真的没有后悔拿了 “心理学”，虽然很累人 可是学到的东西还真不少。。

我只能说这科还真不是随随便便就能够读的

除非你有聪明的头脑，要不然就一定要有超人般的毅力

要不然念到一半真的会放弃

就像我的班原本有三十个人的，可是现在只剩下20个了。。

想到就很难过，可能有些人听到会觉得很奇怪 为设么班上少了几个人会很难过

这科本来就没设么人读，而且阅读越难。。

所以班上的人，甚至可以说是整个 department 的人感情都很好

不管是朋友之间，或跟老师的感情都非常的好，就像是一家人的感觉。。

所以每当有人要走了，就像像是一个家人要离开了，非常不舍得。。

希望现在剩下的朋友们都能够顺顺利利的一起毕业

毕竟如果顺利的话，大家还有一年半就毕业了

我向我会非常舍不得这里的生活   =）

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考完试过后也有了时间想想自己的事了

我想某些事实时候处理一下了

拖着等着也好一阵子了

可是真的没有勇气，没有勇气面对一切

所以还是等着。。

其实等待是一件非常累的事

我真的累了。。

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我在想，经过了这一年 我还是一年前的那个我吗？

是否有变了一点呢？

可是可以肯定的是在某些事情上，的确，我变了。。

变得比较不那么倔强了吧

可能该放手的时候就该让他自由

也变得更爱自己一点

可能是经历了一些试过后，想通了

身边也有几个好朋友影响了我的想法吧

也不晓得为设么最近就觉得想法突然间变了

感觉上现在的我好像跟四个月前的我很不一样的

好奇怪的感觉哦~

还在寻找真正的自己吧

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昨天在飞机上听见了这首歌 “对的人”

可词写得好好，很贴切，很真。。

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你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角

那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较

当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高

Two more days before I can laugh-out-loud for my FREEDOM!!! haha

Despite thinking about the pass-or-fail matter, i shall enjoy as hard as possible  *teehee*

To myself and my classmates~~

加油！！！